Sunday, July 31, 2011

Sex on the beach

Me and Rachel going to the beach.
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Friday, July 29, 2011

Emily and TIm sitting on the couch, B-l-o-g-g-i-n-g

guess what! 
I'm blogging in my apartment on Tim! 
say what? like you got wifi hooked up already? 
no silly, i can access somebody else's network on Tim without a password! 
isn't that stealing?
um... well technically, probably yes. but for now lets just look at this as a blessing. I mean I can't help it if somebody else's wifi signal is all up in my grill and me and Tim just happen to take advantage of it. 

i figured this out yesterday.. i was going to blog about it when i found out but then i had to go to work and then after work i had this party thing to attend so.. i held off. 
i don't have to be at work until two today but my body is programmed now to get up and 9:30 so thats when i got up. i laid there trying to go back to sleep but it just wasn't working.. so i got up, did my bathroom rituals and now here i am. 

i started another story yesterday at work. i once heard that good writers are inspired by everything and when you get an idea you should write in down. on napkins, scrap paper.. some people keep little notepads with them. well i've had this idea in my head for a while. and every time i try to do something with it it turns out completely different. like the last story i wrote.. which i never finished BTW.  but this one i had a few sentences  i was just playing with in my head and standing around at work i decided to write them down before i forgot them. then i kept going and going. i had three ticket backs full when i left work. i like my start.. for now. i don't know how much of it is gold but we'll see. i finally have an idea i like! which inspires me. i really want to take a writing class. i need to look into that for next semester! 
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i'm inspired by a lot of things ( not to sound cocky). what about you, what inspires you? 

Thursday, July 28, 2011

in the real world people get naked and drink juice..

i'm missing out on the annual lake trip because i have a job now and in the real world people don't get to do fun stuff like go to the lake.
so i dropped my sister off to go and i went and got gas and naked juice!! if you haven't ever drank it.. you're missing out. its delicious!
i came back to the home front and made myself a breakfast sandwich ( which is exactly what i had last night for dinner.. leftovers.. you know)
and now i'm here with you...
well you aren't reading this yet..
updating the blog because its been a few days and sadly not that much has changed. i went to work.. oh i went to church last night. that was fun. as always. i helped pikc out costumes to take on the mission trip for bible dramas. always a joy to play in the prop room :)

have you ever woken up in the middle of the night thirsty??
that happened to me last night... i woke up feeling like i had been wondering the dessert for a thousand years with out an liquids in my system. i started to get up and get some ice water but i wasn't that motivated and i fell back asleep. but this morning i woke up and chugged water. strangest thing. i don't think that's ever happened to me.
also, another thing that happened to me.. one of my crazy dreams. me and a person.. were walking and all of a sudden he ( yes it was a he.) grabs my arm right above my elbow.. kinda like how you would hold somebody's hand.. but he was holding my arm. weird.. like why wouldn't he just grab my hand.. why my arm. it was awkward to say the least.

on the left side of my mouth i have wisdom teeth coming in.. oww.

Monday, July 25, 2011

cheesy tease

i want to tell you a story.  a seriously sweet story that has had me grinning all night.. but i can't tell you.. (i know, i'm such a tease) because names will get dropped ( even if i use secert code names you'd still figure it out) and it will open a can of worms that is basically already opened i just don't want to feed the flame..
plus i refuse to bring cheesyness to my blog.. 
well boy cheesyness. unless it deals with John Cooper or any other hot rock star i choose to drool over.
but just know that i have been in a great mood the past few days.. cheeseyness and all :) 

the other night i had a dream that my hair was cut in a bob. omg. it was a nightmare. my hair was at my ears! ohh the horror. 
last night i had another dream that my friends called me fat and laughed me out of my house. in the dream we were at my house and they called me fat and stated laughing at me.. i got upset and ran outside and started running. (i have dreams where i run. a lot) it was weird. but then i had another dream.. that was weird. but fed to my cheeseyness. :) aye! 

oh the update on Tim and internet.. no.. the ethernet thing didn't work out too hot.   

my church mission trip is in a few weeks.. i am stoked! its going to be amazing. we are going to Wilmington to do a vbs at the first assembly church.. where they have no kids! so we are going to draw them and there families to the church. pray with me and plant a seed :) 
i'm all about planting seeds with prayer lately.. its struck a chord with me.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

BLT's and Tim

"this is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world.."
sometimes i crack myself up. when i open my blog i see the title and i start singing that song. its like an automatic reaction for my brain. 


oh really sir, you'd like lettuce and tomato on your BLT. how creative. 
thats how work has been for me the past few days. 
i actually had to work on saturday and it was overall good. the day went by fast and it was productive. 
plus last week i worked like 7 days straight and worked full shifts. my paycheck was pretty nice.. not to brag :) 


i am hanging out at some friends' house and i just got done shoving my face with some sort of mexican food ordeal. it was delicious. i am full. 


is any of this noteworthy?
like why would you want to read about me eating and being full?
i'm awesome. thats why. 
and someday when i'm famous and excerts from these blogs are in books and magazines you have bragging rights saying that you knew that first! 
i give you permission now. 


still no wireless internet at the home front. however, a friend of mine informed me that i could just take the ethernet cord and plug into Tim and BAM! Connected! 
i don't know why i didn't think of that earlier. 
i'll try that later and get back with you on the results :) 

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Tim and Jesus

no.. i have not fallen off the face of the earth. i'm sure you were thinking that seeing as how its been like 4 days since i've posted.
things have just been a little crazy the past few days.. plus i still don't have freaking internet at my house!!!!! curse time warner cable!
right now i'm sitting outside  ( literally) of my church using the wifi to transfer music from my friend's computer to tim.. ahh right.
Tim.
Thats what  I decided to call my computer. half because thats my favorite former teachers name who got me into mac's. and plus thats a cool smart name.
any who its hot as balls out here.
i'm ready to go sit in the coolness and eat food and then praise Jesus. seriously.. i'm at youth group. thats what we do :) 

Monday, July 18, 2011

ice cream and technology

this is a very exciting post for me because i'm finally posting from my mac!! ( which i think should have a name, don't you??) 
ahhhh!! i know.. its amazing. the white keys clicking under my fingers is amazing. and its all mine:) the computer, i mean. the post, obviously is for you. 
i'm catching up the world.. technology speaking of course. 
smart phone, check.
ipod, check.
laptop, check. 
geeezz. i'll stop now, my head is swelling ;) 

sadly i don't have internet at my house yet, i came over to my friends house to use his internet. i was itching to play on my computer and without the big I you ain't hardly doing squat. 
i'm kinda tired and don't really know what else to talk about. i wanna watch a movie.. but i don't know what i wanna watch. 
i kinda want some ice cream.. 
lately that has been my snack of choice. i used to not be that big on ice cream but for right now... 


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Sunday, July 17, 2011

F

i am going to hike up a tall mountain and drop the f bomb like nobody's business. 
then i will jump off said mountain. 
F. 
F. 
F!
F!!
*splat*

thats how its going down.
i worked today.. first time i ever opened, it went great.  until the last hour. eff me. it took me like two hours to clean up.. when it should've barely taken me one. then the mop bucket tried to attack me. it did. and won. 
then i get home and ( oh by the way... my computer is here!! ) trying to figure out how to get wireless working at my house.. ugghh. of course its like fighting to the death. every freaking thing has to be so d*** difficult!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhajklfsjklsdfjklsdfjklsfjklfnklsdfkljffucksdjsdkasjkhwjhsjkhdfjknhadkgnasjhsjkhsjkjklsdfklffuckeklsdksdfjklsdfklfkjfjskljfduckd
i don't know whats going on with me.. i have been getting really irritated lately. its getting on my own nerves.
the stupidest things set me off. 
maybe i need to go back to therapy... 
i have a hangnail! 
perfect timing, huh.
maybe i'm just a spoiled brat.. because i can't get what i want when i want it. humm.. 
maybe this is a test from the big man to practice patience?? 
maybe not and the whole universe is against me!!! 
lets go with that one ;) 
also i think i'm going to delete lady gaga as a friend on Facebook, she too is getting on my nerves. 
maybe i should go take a nap. i think that will help, don't you?

it's like he can read my mind