Wednesday, October 31, 2012

"Nice Weather We're Having Today.."

Yesterday I had an appointment with a shrink who comes to the counseling center a couple of times a month to prescribe drugs to sad people at Pembroke and make sure nobody is checking out early.  

One of the questions she asked me was:
" Do you have any hobbies or anything you really like to do. like listening to music or watch movies?"
I responded with "Yes. I love listening to music and I love watching Netflix (thank you Rachel!)

Then she asked: "Do you still find enjoyment when you do these things?" 
And, almost shamefully, I had to think for just a second. Do I really still find enjoyment in things I claim to "love". 

I answered: "Yes." 

This morning I was thinking about this while I was walking across campus. And I had a revelation of sorts, I do find enjoyment in the little things. Like a Tom Petty record, grass (yes, grass), the water fountain at school, the library, Elana becoming a Vampire,.. and so on. That may come across as generic, but life sucks sometimes. (Well, you already knew that.) But sometimes, for me, the windshield of life becomes so foggy that everything constantly sucks and its hard to find hope or enjoyment in anything. So when I can see green grass, the water fountain, and the sunlight hitting is just right so that it looks like everything is glowing (release barf bag now. lol.) its nice to just take a breath and know that there is a glimmer of hope and enjoyment. 







Thursday, October 25, 2012

Registering for Classes: Time Frames, Advisors, and the Email

"All the good classes are going to get gone!" 

First off, I'm pretty sure the phrase "get gone" is wrong.. in some parallel universe, you should just not say that. It sounds tacky. (even though I'm sure I've said it before) 

Second off, I signed up for classes in freaking July and still got in to the ones I wanted/needed. 

If you haven't figured out by now, I'm talking about registering for classes. And since everything is on the freaking internet, everybody expects you to do it by yourself. BIG SIGH. 

I hate having responsibility sometimes. 

Apparently there is a time frame for registration, or early registration I should point out, and everybody is freaking out about signing up for classes. Of all the things I worry about this is not one of them. Mostly, I'm not worried because I am a semester behind and I'm still taking general ed ( and trust me, nobody is breaking their neck to take bio 101). 
BUT it gets worse. (doesn't it always?) 
You have to have a PIN to register.  And apparently my advisor has the my PIN. Yesterday when I went to go get said PIN, she made a call and the other line told her I'd have to go she John Doe to get the PIN. Today when I called John Doe, he told me my advisor should have it. I sent my advisor and email, and OF COURSE I didn't put a subject, so if she doesn't reply I have to resend it, thus more waiting. And she may not even reply today.. 

My time frame to register early ends today. 

Story of my Life. 

Friday, October 19, 2012

Friday Vampires

It's Friday. 
TGIF! 

Today for breakfast I've had Mt. Dew. 

For some reason I'm more focused on if Elana from Vampire Diaries is ever going to pick Damon and turn into a vampire, than anything else. I watched like 5 episodes yesterday.. and I dreamed I was a vampire last night, so I guess that explains it. 

I have my math class, and then I am going home!! 
"Everybody's working for the weekend" - this has become my life lately.I'm sure some of you can agree? 

Since, I'm so caught up on vampires right now, I'm curious.. 
If you could be a "mythical creature" (i guess that the right term?), what would it be? 


Thursday, October 11, 2012

it's going to be ok?.!

It's going to be ok?
It's going to be ok.
It's going to be ok! 

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Take It Easy

I am taking the easy (a.k.a  LAZY) way out tonight. 
I've heard these horror stories of college kidz doing "all nighters". that's not really my style. and since i am in this ever-going journey to find out who i am, i don't wanna do something that may not be like me.  

My Eng teacher told us to bring a copy of evidence paragraphs for our next paper to class tomorrow, I haven't even started. And instead of pulling something out of my butt, I'm going to start tomorrow! Hopefully. And technically I have my first claim written, so I have started somewhat. Real sucky start, but we all know I'm not exactly the model student. After a four hour grocery trip with roommates I do not feel like writing about cell phones.. instead I'll write to you about not writing. 
Oh the irony! 

Today has gone by fast.
Which I like. I hate when my days ddrrraaggg on.
And there you have it. I think I have lost my train of thought... 
Also, I think I may have a small fever. 

Tomorrow is HUMP DAY. Unless you're reading this tomorrow and it is HUMP DAY. 
Half-way through the week. Just keep on truckin', we can do this! 

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Pumpkin Pie

"You need to blog more."

They like me, they really like me.
I like you too ;)


Not a lot going on lately, I was sick last week and missed a lot of school. Not to mention it was fall break, so I really haven't been to school in a whole week. I'm ready to get back. My brain is going to lock into sleep mode and I'll never the light at the end of the tunnel.

That's about it.

College sucks.

Not having a job sucks.

Once I hit the rock bottom I hope I'll bounce back.

Until them, wish me luck.

I'll try to come back sometime soon with something better.

Because you know what doesn't suck.
Pumpkin Pie! and now that its fall, that stuff its everywhere!!