random quote, and some other stuff

"go suck a railroad spike, i haven't gotten any money" - stewie. 

not really sure why i just open with that quote.. i literally just heard it on family guy and thought it was funny. 

it feels like forever since i've blogged, even though its only been like two days maybe. ( this is a sign of my addiction)

prom.. not going to elaborate on that, however, if you are wondering if i got plastered.. i did not! went to church that next morning and did not feel like a wad of shame. it was great! the over all night i'd have to give a B-. 

i have had dress rehearsal the past two nights, and one on wed. i think i am doing pretty well.. i feel pretty prepared.. others however, i cannot say the same for. we open on Friday and me thinks my teacher is fixing to fall off the edge. which i can't blame him. any who.. i'm excited. 

registered for classes today at (community) college! the lady was pretty intense. she talked at me and somehow i got suckered into taking a speech class. oh well.. i guess that's useful in theater.

i was bombarded.. i didn't quite know what to do.. i didn't have many choices so it went pretty fast. i hopefully will only be there for a year. i'm so scared of making a wrong choice and screwing up my life i can't sleep at night.. ok that's a lie.. however i do stress over it a lot! i have the gray hairs to remove it. 

ok.. not going there. 

i am going to bed. to sleep. i absolutely dread the thought of waking up to math at 8 am!

I hate feet

Always have. Don't want you lookin, touching, nothing near my feet and I wont mess with yours.
Since this prom thingie is tonight my mother got this bright idea that I shouldn't go with mangy looking feet. I agreed,however, this means somebody was going to have to touch my feet. Big no no. There is no way I was going to pay somebody to torture me by hacking away at my feet. I made an even worse decision.. letting my mother do it. We were going to do this yesterday but I fell asleep so, now we are sitting on the front patio for the whole world to see her messing with my feet. I can honestly say I'd rather be cleaning my room.

Yea don't lie you like that leg shot ;)

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this week in a rant

today this week has been one huge batch of long suffering. and to top if off i feel completely unaccomplished!

i have dress rehearsal on Sunday and I'm freaking out that my white dress may be see through! plus this whole week i have been screwing up my lines! I'm no where near being done with my psych class (its an online course), i still have fees i owe the freaking school, that piece i need for my car has not been bought, i need a freaking bra for my prom dress and! my room is a disaster!

and and! there is all this drama at school that has caused me to be dramatical because I'm not in it. let me try to explain: there is a girl ( as always) well two or three girls really who are having boy issues ( the kind of things you talk about with other girl friends!!) and they all talk about it with each other, excluding me! what gets me is the fact that they have these conversations together while I'm present. I mean really? you are going to bring up all this baby momma drama and talk about it IN FRONT OF MY FACE and not let me in. that's cool. because i already know anyways. I READ FACEBOOK! seriously though, its irritating! if you don't wanna talk to me about that, that's fine. chances are i don't wanna hear but, I'd like to be given the option of you talking my ear off.

if this continues over to Monday i may be scared for life. that on top of everything else has gotten me so revved up. my blood pressure is soaring!

OK. i think that's enough for now.. 

any who.. prom is this weekend. yay! ( with mild sarcasm) I'm excited but at the same time not totally thrilled.

ha! this is funny.. today i took a friend home from school and on the subject of prom the conversation went something like this: 

friend: what are you doing after prom?

me: hopefully getting plastered.

friend( with scared face): that's sad.

me(laughing and half lying): I'm joking! 

friend: no your not. that makes me sad.

 I am not going to push the issue on this, however, I will say.. don't come at me with the whole " you don't need drugs and alcohol to be cool" crap. first off I don't do drugs, second, duh! i know that, and third don't act like your so innocent. I know what you did last summer. muhaha! 

my mom is calling.. 

time to go get a bra! 

hospitals and camo and proms, oh my!

let me begin by updating you on mom: 

first off there was a huge mix up at the hospital with information being passed around! the first doctor she was seeing was the mastermind that told her she was going to be rushed to surgery and had everybody in a panic. she led us to believe things were super bad. well yes, they are pretty bad, however, this surgery isn't something they do as an emergency thing. there has to be and evaluation done first to check the heart and all that good stuff. we found this at from another doctor that took over the case the next day. to shorten this story... 

she has a doctor's appointment today and after that we will know more about when the surgery is and how long and stuff like that. more details.

its been a really long weekend it seems like. my uncle came rushing up from Florida because he was really concerned. he's helping my mom out trying to get this stuff straight which is good.

OK. so mom, check! 

what else? hum..

 ah. right those pictures plus stories. 

Thursday i went with a friend to this bridal shop in town so he could get a tux. We were flipping through this huge book of formal wear for men and in the middle of the book we stumbled across this:  

yep. you are seeing that correctly. a camo tux. i couldn't decide to laugh or cry. turns out we laughed til we were in tears. oh wait! it gets better. the girls come over there and started laughing to. she said that somebody actually ordered that for prom because his date has camo on her dress!!! we asked if the people were from our school and they were pretty sure they were. which wouldn't surprise me. i honestly can't wait to see if anybody shows up with this tacky get-up. that's just awful. sorry to all you gun slinging rednecks but, that literally is a fashion crime. 

on the subject of prom i am in distress trying to find stupid shoes that match my dress. i have literally searched everywhere to find something. i am boiling down to wearing these black shoes.. which kinda clash with the look. or these sandal type things. its not like it matters nobody should be staring at my feet anyways..