me and tim being unproductive in the bed

so i have this siatic nerve issue that starts at my lower back, runs through my butt and down my left leg. if you're thinking that sounds painful and awkward all at once then you were thinking right.  it is very awkward and painful. it flares up for a while then it will go away.. flares up.. goes away.. vicious circle of death. but enough about that...

let's talk about me. 

lets talk about how lazy i am. my room turned upside down ( as usual.. which wouldn't really bother me, but it causes so much freaking turmoil in at my house that its just an extra irritation), i have neglected studying for a straight week now, and yesterday when i got off work i planned to come home and work on those things. 

that didn't happen. me and Tim laid in bed all night watching dumb netflix movies. and i say dumb because we started like 3 and didn't watch any of them fully. we were sucky at picking out movies last night.

i just last motivation for anything. 

even now i wanna go straighten my hair but i have can't muster up any energy.

blahh..

i am going to eat smilie fries and.. probably watch tv or something else totally unproductive :)

my love life and webcam photos

a huge boulder has been lifted from my shoulders.. Tim finally has proper software!! *throws confetti and pops some bubbly* 
it cost me literally a whole paycheck, but thats ok. it was worth it! i'm a bit more prepared for college.. and thats what counts right? 


to restate the obvious.. yes i know this hasn't been very well kept up.
but i have good reasons! 
-school
-work
-working on my love life..           
and by that i mean there is this really cute guy in one of my classes and i got two nods from him the other day. two nods! woot woot. progress. baby steps. 
and my two year crush is going well too. there is progress :) however, it seems like whenever we get alone. we aren't alone. awkwardness just circles around us like cancer. i hate the awkwardness. it's like that part in Ricky Bobby.. "i don't know what to do with my hands" baby steps. but i'm not getting any younger here.. i'm tired of taking baby steps.. geez dude just ask me on a date. i don't wanna freaking marry you. any who.. 


me and my little sister have been entertaining ourselves the past couple of days with the webcam and its effects.. 

this is my.. i'm going to eat your children face 

i should not have smoked that.. 

trim spa before...

after.

kkjlkdjfalksjflksjsdasn!

today has throughly sucked.

like a freaking vacuum. 

Tim has really pissed me. i know its not his fault he didn't come with the proper software i'd need for school. and its my fault for not getting it sooner. procrastinating. like always. and where does it get me.. 

in the library skipping my favorite class because i had to print out my assignment for English. 

i made a pact with myself that i wouldn't miss any classes this year unless i was deathly ill and could no way possibly drive myself here. i drove here with every intention of going to my first class. 

but no. i had to be unprepared.

not to mention that i've ordered the software... $90 ffin dollars. BTW. and its apparently a download. but before you receive the download you have to send them proper verification that you are in fact a for real student. i'm pretty sure i did that right.. but you know. this is me we are talking about so i'm sure i screwed something up. 

aarrgghh!! i'm not even mad.. ok thats a lie. i am mad. i'm sad. i haven't been this down in a long time. what the devil is wrong with me???????????? huh?! 

i'll tell you what

no.. i want because i've been on the verge of tears for two days and my eye make up looks decent today and i'm not screwing that up!

tim and reliant k in my bed.. say what?!

so me and Tim are just chilling here in bed listening to Reliant K. they are a pretty cool band. if you haven't ever listened to them i encourage you to check them out. (mood rings is my favorite song! however thats not the one i was listening to.) 

the beach was awesome.. shady hotel and all. speaking of said hotel... let me tell you about my bra. 

ok, so technically i bought three including hers..

i have this black one thats my favorite right now ( too much?) anywho i was wearing that and took it off sat night and threw it on the table with the rest of my stuff... on sunday i woke up and showered and just put on my bathing suite. later that day changing back to regular clothes i went to get my favorite black bra.. omg!  i freaking left if at the shady hotel!! went running threw my mind then out of my mouth. i was seriously up tight. yes, i had a spare. i called my mom and told her and she was like oh i got it. 

whew. thank God for moms, right? 

so needless to say the day at the beach was an adventure. i swan like a mermaid, got good sun, did some shopping, and drove a lot. it was awesome. 

shopping is fun.. but it can get you in trouble fast if you have no filtration. i have some but i almost lost it. i went nuts buying sunglasses. i only got two pair, but thats a lot to buy in just one day. 


.. i just had like a super good paragraph wrote.. and Tim keeps getting bumped off the internet.. ughh!! 
maybe this is karma.. humm.. 
i have lost the urge to ramble so i'm not retyping. i may or may not revisit that thought tomorrow. well i just looked at the clock it technically is tomorrow. 


go listen to reliant k and then go to bed.. thats an order! 

Emily and TIm sitting on the couch, B-l-o-g-g-i-n-g

guess what! 

I'm blogging in my apartment on Tim! 

say what? like you got wifi hooked up already? 

no silly, i can access somebody else's network on Tim without a password! 

isn't that stealing?

um... well technically, probably yes. but for now lets just look at this as a blessing. I mean I can't help it if somebody else's wifi signal is all up in my grill and me and Tim just happen to take advantage of it. 

i figured this out yesterday.. i was going to blog about it when i found out but then i had to go to work and then after work i had this party thing to attend so.. i held off. 

i don't have to be at work until two today but my body is programmed now to get up and 9:30 so thats when i got up. i laid there trying to go back to sleep but it just wasn't working.. so i got up, did my bathroom rituals and now here i am. 

i started another story yesterday at work. i once heard that good writers are inspired by everything and when you get an idea you should write in down. on napkins, scrap paper.. some people keep little notepads with them. well i've had this idea in my head for a while. and every time i try to do something with it it turns out completely different. like the last story i wrote.. which i never finished BTW.  but this one i had a few sentences  i was just playing with in my head and standing around at work i decided to write them down before i forgot them. then i kept going and going. i had three ticket backs full when i left work. i like my start.. for now. i don't know how much of it is gold but we'll see. i finally have an idea i like! which inspires me. i really want to take a writing class. i need to look into that for next semester! 

i'm inspired by a lot of things ( not to sound cocky). what about you, what inspires you? 

cheesy tease

i want to tell you a story.  a seriously sweet story that has had me grinning all night.. but i can't tell you.. (i know, i'm such a tease) because names will get dropped ( even if i use secert code names you'd still figure it out) and it will open a can of worms that is basically already opened i just don't want to feed the flame..

plus i refuse to bring cheesyness to my blog.. 

well boy cheesyness. unless it deals with John Cooper or any other hot rock star i choose to drool over.

but just know that i have been in a great mood the past few days.. cheeseyness and all :) 

the other night i had a dream that my hair was cut in a bob. omg. it was a nightmare. my hair was at my ears! ohh the horror. 

last night i had another dream that my friends called me fat and laughed me out of my house. in the dream we were at my house and they called me fat and stated laughing at me.. i got upset and ran outside and started running. (i have dreams where i run. a lot) it was weird. but then i had another dream.. that was weird. but fed to my cheeseyness. :) aye! 

oh the update on Tim and internet.. no.. the ethernet thing didn't work out too hot.   

my church mission trip is in a few weeks.. i am stoked! its going to be amazing. we are going to Wilmington to do a vbs at the first assembly church.. where they have no kids! so we are going to draw them and there families to the church. pray with me and plant a seed :) 

i'm all about planting seeds with prayer lately.. its struck a chord with me.

BLT's and Tim

"this is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world.."
sometimes i crack myself up. when i open my blog i see the title and i start singing that song. its like an automatic reaction for my brain. 


oh really sir, you'd like lettuce and tomato on your BLT. how creative. 
thats how work has been for me the past few days. 
i actually had to work on saturday and it was overall good. the day went by fast and it was productive. 
plus last week i worked like 7 days straight and worked full shifts. my paycheck was pretty nice.. not to brag :) 


i am hanging out at some friends' house and i just got done shoving my face with some sort of mexican food ordeal. it was delicious. i am full. 


is any of this noteworthy?
like why would you want to read about me eating and being full?
i'm awesome. thats why. 
and someday when i'm famous and excerts from these blogs are in books and magazines you have bragging rights saying that you knew that first! 
i give you permission now. 


still no wireless internet at the home front. however, a friend of mine informed me that i could just take the ethernet cord and plug into Tim and BAM! Connected! 
i don't know why i didn't think of that earlier. 
i'll try that later and get back with you on the results :) 

Tim and Jesus

no.. i have not fallen off the face of the earth. i'm sure you were thinking that seeing as how its been like 4 days since i've posted.
things have just been a little crazy the past few days.. plus i still don't have freaking internet at my house!!!!! curse time warner cable!
right now i'm sitting outside  ( literally) of my church using the wifi to transfer music from my friend's computer to tim.. ahh right.
Tim.
Thats what  I decided to call my computer. half because thats my favorite former teachers name who got me into mac's. and plus thats a cool smart name.
any who its hot as balls out here.
i'm ready to go sit in the coolness and eat food and then praise Jesus. seriously.. i'm at youth group. thats what we do :)