blogger adultry

i did it. i'm cheating on you, dear blog. i started a tumblr. it offers some features that you don't offer. don't worry though i still plan to devote equal blogging time to you too. my love for you shall never cease!
in fact just today i found some "jobs" for bloggers.. i sent out some emails and hopefully will get some answers back. if i get the chance to to some serious bloggin ( not that you aren't serious) we will really be going places :)
and i didn't leave you out.. there is a link at the top of my other blog ( operation: survive) to direct readers to you and your bloggy goodnes :)
bloggy goodness = epic term!!!


back to you dear reader:
if you have been keeping up with my story.. you can tell i have pretty much stopped the thirty day challenge. fail on me. oh well. challenges were never my thing anyways.
the blog job i found (my sister's dog just peed down her pants!!! hahaha) seems pretty cool. i dont think its a scam.. the link sent me to a blogger profile and it seems pretty cool. which reminds me i want to follow it. it deals with movies and tv. the task basically is watching a movie or tv show and giving commentary. i'm pretty sure i can shell out opinions on entertainment ;) hopefully they still need writers! it would be awesome to have a blog jog and get some good writing experience.

cross your heart and hope to die.

i don't know why you would have to do that unless you really want to. i want to crawl under a rock right now and die. well not die exactly, but i would like to sleep for a really really long time. i feel burnt out, my plate is so full and i'm barely half way through it.

tomorrow i have an ap test, which i'm very scared for. my grade is pretty good in that class and i dont want to screw it up. the senior project is going good the final paper is due monday and then i have to start working on my product with my mentor. (yikes!!) in november i have something booked every weekend. but its all good things! the first weekend is umm something, then i was going to go to youth convention with my church but i dont think i'm going to make it. on the 20th i'm going to open house at western carolina! woot woot! that is going to be soo fun! then that week on wenesday we are leaving for our cruise! my whole family is going on a cruise. i sorta feel bad because my aunt paid for me and my little sister to go, but i'm really just grateful that i get the opportunity to go. its going to be so great being out in the middel of the ocean surrounded by water, leagallly going outside of the US! :D
on top of all this stuff, i'm having to deal with my dad having a girlfriend and my faultering relationship with my (well was..) best friend. i beleive that things have fallen apart and i always feel like i'm being a bad friend because we dont agree on anything anymore. and all this crap with her wanting to get married at 18! is freaking retarded. this is the 21 century for crying out loud, not the 12!
 anyways life is crazy like it always is but i'm trying to tap into my creative juices to make it better.  cant wait to get out of here!!