Tim and Jesus

no.. i have not fallen off the face of the earth. i'm sure you were thinking that seeing as how its been like 4 days since i've posted.
things have just been a little crazy the past few days.. plus i still don't have freaking internet at my house!!!!! curse time warner cable!
right now i'm sitting outside  ( literally) of my church using the wifi to transfer music from my friend's computer to tim.. ahh right.
Tim.
Thats what  I decided to call my computer. half because thats my favorite former teachers name who got me into mac's. and plus thats a cool smart name.
any who its hot as balls out here.
i'm ready to go sit in the coolness and eat food and then praise Jesus. seriously.. i'm at youth group. thats what we do :) 

ice cream and technology

this is a very exciting post for me because i'm finally posting from my mac!! ( which i think should have a name, don't you??) 

ahhhh!! i know.. its amazing. the white keys clicking under my fingers is amazing. and its all mine:) the computer, i mean. the post, obviously is for you. 

i'm catching up the world.. technology speaking of course. 

smart phone, check.

ipod, check.

laptop, check. 

geeezz. i'll stop now, my head is swelling ;) 

sadly i don't have internet at my house yet, i came over to my friends house to use his internet. i was itching to play on my computer and without the big I you ain't hardly doing squat. 

i'm kinda tired and don't really know what else to talk about. i wanna watch a movie.. but i don't know what i wanna watch. 

i kinda want some ice cream.. 

lately that has been my snack of choice. i used to not be that big on ice cream but for right now... 

blahhahahahahha... . . . . . . . . . ,

F

i am going to hike up a tall mountain and drop the f bomb like nobody's business. 

then i will jump off said mountain. 

F. 

F. 

F!

F!!

*splat*

thats how its going down.

i worked today.. first time i ever opened, it went great.  until the last hour. eff me. it took me like two hours to clean up.. when it should've barely taken me one. then the mop bucket tried to attack me. it did. and won. 

then i get home and ( oh by the way... my computer is here!! ) trying to figure out how to get wireless working at my house.. ugghh. of course its like fighting to the death. every freaking thing has to be so d*** difficult!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i don't know whats going on with me.. i have been getting really irritated lately. its getting on my own nerves.

the stupidest things set me off. 

maybe i need to go back to therapy... 

i have a hangnail! 

perfect timing, huh.

maybe i'm just a spoiled brat.. because i can't get what i want when i want it. humm.. 

maybe this is a test from the big man to practice patience?? 

maybe not and the whole universe is against me!!! 

lets go with that one ;) 

also i think i'm going to delete lady gaga as a friend on Facebook, she too is getting on my nerves. 

maybe i should go take a nap. i think that will help, don't you?

it's like he can read my mind