Update..

The mean reds are over.. now I've moved on to just being dead tired.

This weekend.. is over. Thank God.
However, on a positive note I got a bunch of cute
My little sister has now left on a holiday in Florida, staying with family. It hasn't really sank in that she's going to be gone for like a month yet. I'm sure after the first week or so without her buzzing around, it will get lonely.

...My best friend is hanging out with me and she just turned on E Network... The Kardashians are stupid. OMG. I totally just lost all train of thought and like 4 IQ points.

mean reds- mermaid style

i got a case of the mean reds. 
and if you don't know what that means, get off this blog right now! i'm ashamed of you. 
the mean reds isn't like the blues, that when your just sad, the mean reds is when your suddenly afraid and you don't know what your afraid of. 


(go watch Breakfast at Tiffany's)


i find that i end up like this a lot. the worst part is the sudden part. 


i can't sleep and i feel like poop. probably because i'm on my stupid period because i was born as a stupid girl. i hate being a girl.. not that i have a wish to be a boy either...maybe a fish, a bird, or maybe a mermaid. 


i could be a mermaid. swim around in the ocean with my fishy friends in my seashell bra and always gorgeous hair flowing behind me. and unlike ariel i have no desire to walk up where they run, up where they stay all day in the sun, wondering free, i don't wish i could be part of this world. 


when i grow up i want to be a mermaid. case closed.