hello Internet world!
The last time I was here I posted a long, personal rant that could probably have been left unsaid. But at the time, it was something I felt like I needed to get off my chest. It was one of those "big purple elephants in the room" situations.
But, we won't rehash.
My life is in a monotonous full swing; School, job hunting, and this wedding looming in the background.
I say looming because I have no idea where to begin. Honestly, we still have some major decisions to make and make permanent. The only thing I know is that I want lots of candlelight and I have a semi-playlist together.
When it comes to wedding-planning, I have tons of questions; how am i supposed to pay for all this? why are photographers so expensive? do the guests have to eat? you want how much for that dress?! do you like this color? what do you mean you don't care?! well what color do you like?
And then you have people, who with good intentions I'm sure, give their two cents, which usually sounds something like this: do what you want, so you don't have any regrets.
So when I try to take this advise I am fought with every step of the way.
I've gotten to the point where I have no idea what I want or I just can't afford what I want.
I'm starting to think if I had planned this when I was seven, life most girls, I wouldn't be so confused. Moreover stressed out because I'm trying to write a paper at the same time I'm trying to pick a date and a cheap venue.
OH, in case you are wondering, WE HAVE NOT SET A DATE.
I have been asked that like 100 time, no joke.
I didn't intend to update you on my unplanned wedding details, but there you go.