i refuse to cry anymore.. i stopped that a long time ago.
i have had several meltdowns, as i call them, in front a very dear friend of mine and every time i apologize for crying. he said not to worry about, its good to cry.
my well is all tapped out.
where is all this coming from?
where to start?
divorce is never pretty for no one.. the drama is supposed to end with high school. they lied.
the whole college thing, community or not, is starting to freak me out. bad.
work.. is not what i expected it would turn out to be.
not to mention the misc. turmoil i'm in...
my life is a bit flipped right now. instead of handling it i'm just sitting back watching things fall and crash.. thats not helping. but its all i have energy for as of right now.
"i have tasted the apathy, its bitter on my lips.."- D.D
yes i know this is a bit of doom and gloom..
i need to snap out of it.
i'm trying. i think a good nights sleep and some red bull therapy tomorrow... and some prayer.. will help.
i have had several meltdowns, as i call them, in front a very dear friend of mine and every time i apologize for crying. he said not to worry about, its good to cry.
my well is all tapped out.
where is all this coming from?
where to start?
divorce is never pretty for no one.. the drama is supposed to end with high school. they lied.
the whole college thing, community or not, is starting to freak me out. bad.
work.. is not what i expected it would turn out to be.
not to mention the misc. turmoil i'm in...
my life is a bit flipped right now. instead of handling it i'm just sitting back watching things fall and crash.. thats not helping. but its all i have energy for as of right now.
"i have tasted the apathy, its bitter on my lips.."- D.D
yes i know this is a bit of doom and gloom..
i need to snap out of it.
i'm trying. i think a good nights sleep and some red bull therapy tomorrow... and some prayer.. will help.
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